I am a tired Mama lacking lots of sleep who usually types at midnight.....Please forgive my spelling and grammar :)

Thursday, January 31, 2013

The flu has hit our home.

The flu hit our home. It got the best of the one who never gets sick. Dada. 102 fever. He feels horrible. I feel horrible for him. I am trying my best to keep these girls healthy this flu season. Vitamins. Fruit and Vegetable shakes every morning. I have them wash their hands all day long. Not sure what else I can do...keep them in a bubble until winter is over? I am sleeping on their bedroom floor. I can't get sick. So I have to stay far away from Dada. Hope this flu leaves our home soon and spares my babies...

Monday, January 21, 2013

Presidential Inauguration

I have always believed that it is important to raise my children to be up to date with the things that are going on in the world. I try not to shelter my children but raise them at a young age that issues going on in the world are important. Despite their age. Syniah was just 10 months old when I sat her in front of the T.V. to watch history. Our first black president being sworn in to lead our country. Little did I know that 4 years would come and go and I would be sitting her in front of the T.V to once again watch President Obama being sworn in to lead us for another 4 years. So exciting and definitely something I want her to always remember. We tried to have Leilah watch but she was more interested in Kelly Clarkson (the girls favorite singer of all time) sing. She even put on a princess dress to dance around. She isn't as passionate as Niah about worldly issues but hopefully one day. Such an awesome day. We can now only pray that God surrounds Obama with his presence to help direct him to lead us another 4 years.
Syniah-2009
Syniah-2013






Friday, January 11, 2013

Freezing.....

It is not everyday we get 40 degree temps in California. So for someone reading this from a different state is probably expecting me to say it was below 0" or something. Yes I am shinning. Well we live in sunny California so for temperatures like this we freak out. I have stayed in doors a lot lately. Heater and PJs just seam so much better than big jackets and a cold nose. I love the cold but not when it stops us from having a park day. I don't need sick kids and a miserable Mama. So for now...we are going to run our errands and come right back home. Kids hate big poofy jackets anyway!

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

My girl.

So proud of this kid and who she is becoming. She has a crazy love for Jesus and a heart of gold.
I adore her.
She doesn't like to wake up for school but she absorbs all it's teachings once she is there.
She loves to worship and chapel is her favorite part of the day.
I am not sure what is in store for her academic future but I do know that God has big things in store for her.
She really is awesome.
Thank you Jesus for choosing me to be her Mama.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

3rd Birthday Princess Leilah Faith

Leilah Faith,

                                      It there a pause button? I am trying to find the words to express how today is truly bittersweet for me. I caught myself watching you sleep this morning (yes I am that crazy emotional Mom). I can't believe how fast three years can go by. How one day you are anticipating the arrival of your baby, you bring your baby home and then you blink and you are celebrating their 3rd birthday. It's so bizarre to me. I feel as though 3 is such a big age but no matter how big you get or how many years go by, I will still remember so clearly the day you were born. Up until your birth I was so worried. I was worried about being able to love two babies. Syniah was still so small and I wasn't sure if she would be sad. I was worried about whether I could love you as much as I loved Syniah. I wasn't sure how a heart can find room for another child. I prayed a lot. I prayed I would be the Mom you both needed me to be.
 The nurses wheeled me into the operating room and I was overcome with emotion. Praying that you would be born healthy, praying that I would be a good Mom to both of you, Praying that I would recover from the cesarean fast and secretly praying you were for sure going to be a Girl. On January 2, 2010 at 8:57am  Dr. Be held you up reassuring me that you were definitely a girl and I remember looking at you and crying. Instantly falling in love. I had no doubt in the world. My heart instantly grew bigger and there implanted a forever place for you. My Daughter. My 7 lb 9 oz beautiful baby girl. Coming from a family full of boys I dreamed of one day having a Daughter and never in my wildest dreams did I imagine God giving me two. You were perfect. You came out screaming and knew exactly what you wanted...Milk!! Since then you have always known exactly what you want.
You are a very independent sassy little girl with a love for anything sparkly, foo foo, princess, and girly. Our day wouldn't be complete without you twirling in the living room in your Cinderella dress and high heels. We are always greeted with your grumpy face and are lucky to get a smile out of you but your unique personality makes you who you are. You love your Mama. I can't complain about that. You definitely are a Mama's girl and I wonder if that will soon fade. I think when that day comes I will be sad but not sure if my hip and arm will be? We have been attached for 3 years and I wouldn't trade that for anything.  Leilah Faith you have forever changed my life. I couldn't imagine a day in my life without your princess dresses, high heels, and grumpy faces. This year you became pacifier (Papo), bottle, diaper, crib free and even managed to smile with Santa. You are now ready to be a big girl.  I am so proud of all the milestones you accomplished this year. I look forward to what God has in store for you. You make me a better Mama.
Happy 3rd Birthday
Princess Leilah




You year at a glance

Celebrating your 2nd Birthday







2nd Birthday Pictures



Valentines

Syniah's biggest fan this soccer season!

Easter

Disneyland adventures with your "Papo"


Last days in your crib

4th of July


July 6: Lady got a hold of your Papo. You were so mad at Lady but you knew your Papo was broken. We told you that you were a Big girl now. You had a few moments where you were sad without it but did a great job. It was an easier transition than we thought.


First Haircut
Not happy at all. You cried the entire time.


Supporting Niah on her first day of school

September 18: Dada bought you a big girl Cinderella cup. It wasn't an easy transition. The cup flew across the room several times. You cried and were really upset.

Typical day at home

Halloween

You and Syniah saying goodbye to your crib

A day in the life of Leilah=Drama

Sunday November 11: The day Leilah officially became potty trained!! Yea!!

Thanksgiving

Disney Cruise


The Bahamas

Orlando,Florida


Christmas
You smiled with Santa this year Leilah Faith! I am so proud of you!



Happy 3rd Birthday Leilah Faith