Finally.............A smile!

The medicine must be working! She finally smiled this morning. Such a good feeling. She is still a bit whiney and irritable but we are making progress. It's been a week since I have seen her smile so I will take what I can get :) Love this baby girl.

Back to the ER

Back to the ER tonight. Leilah got an infection due to the antibiotics. She has been so miserable. I hope this is the last time we come back here. I hope that this medication works and that she can sleep tonight. It's been a rough week. The thing that keeps me from falling apart is that "I can only imagine what she is going through" I have to remind myself of that. I have to remind myself that she needs me and that as tired as I am or when I get frustrated....I am her Mama. She needs me.

Prayer tonight
 A better night sleep. Peace and comfort for my Leilah.
                                                     Amen

STILL SICK

Pneumonia is no joke. It has really gotten the best of my smiley Leilah Faith. I feel like its been forever since I have seen her smile. She is so whiny and sad. She sleeps only to wake up every 20 minutes and cry. I wish I could take it away. Tomorrow is her last day on antibiotics but the doctor says it will be about 10 days before it fully runs its course and we go next Thursday for a chest x-ray. So no sleep for both of us. I just hope she gets better soon. She seams so irritable and sad. Jesus heal our little Ladybugs body and make her smily again. -Amen

SO TIRED

feels as though I been up 24hrs. leilah is still really sick. 103 fever right now. I need sleep in order to fully be there for her.......even if it's just a good hour: (

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Pneumonia

Leilah's diagnoses is Pneumonia. Exactly what we didn't want. She didn't like the hospital. She as so sad there and so tired. Lots of poking and she hated the X-ray. Gosh. I hated the X-ray. They wanted her arms straight up and wanted her to stay still. A 7 month old! Not a good time. She has been burning. 104.3 fever today. Breaks my heart. God please heal my little Leilah-bugs body. I can't have her endure this pain and I don't think I can stay strong much longer. She is such a sweet baby and to not see her smile hurts me. Niah is staying with Nana to help avoid her from getting sick since the doctor said Leilah is contagious. So we are here............

#1. Not in our own home
#2. Leilah is burning
#3. We are tired
#4. Missing Niah
#5. Haven't seen Leilah smile
#6. Sad


My prayer tonight is that Leilah sleeps. That God puts his healing hand over her. We get some sleep. That he is working on our heart's desires (get a home soon).
                                                                                         Amen