I am a tired Mama lacking lots of sleep who usually types at midnight.....Please forgive my spelling and grammar :)

Thursday, August 19, 2010

SO TIRED

feels as though I been up 24hrs. leilah is still really sick. 103 fever right now. I need sleep in order to fully be there for her.......even if it's just a good hour: (

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Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Pneumonia

Leilah's diagnoses is Pneumonia. Exactly what we didn't want. She didn't like the hospital. She as so sad there and so tired. Lots of poking and she hated the X-ray. Gosh. I hated the X-ray. They wanted her arms straight up and wanted her to stay still. A 7 month old! Not a good time. She has been burning. 104.3 fever today. Breaks my heart. God please heal my little Leilah-bugs body. I can't have her endure this pain and I don't think I can stay strong much longer. She is such a sweet baby and to not see her smile hurts me. Niah is staying with Nana to help avoid her from getting sick since the doctor said Leilah is contagious. So we are here............

#1. Not in our own home
#2. Leilah is burning
#3. We are tired
#4. Missing Niah
#5. Haven't seen Leilah smile
#6. Sad


My prayer tonight is that Leilah sleeps. That God puts his healing hand over her. We get some sleep. That he is working on our heart's desires (get a home soon).
                                                                                         Amen

Monday, August 16, 2010

Been here before

Leilah is in the hospital with 104.5 fever we are in urgent care she just had a chest x-ray....God please heal her little body and let this be something minor :-( Really hope we don't get admitted tonight. As a parent to see your baby in the hospital hooked up to monitors is something you don't want your child to endure. Been here before with Syniah and pray this isn't the case again. We love our little Leilah The Lady Bug. She is not a happy camper today. Big sister is at cousin Brayleens. Hope we get to pick her up tonight :-(

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Wednesday, August 11, 2010

SISTERS

I see them love eachother more and more everyday. To see the excitement on Leilah's face as Niah walks in a room is priceless. Hope it last forever: )

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Sunday, August 8, 2010

The Simple Things in life

Moments like this help me to remember my soul purpose.... to be their Mama: ) I am so proud of the person they are becoming. Some days are more chaotic than others but moments like this watching them sleep together makes my heart melt and make those chaotic days worth it: )

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