I am a tired Mama lacking lots of sleep who usually types at midnight.....Please forgive my spelling and grammar :)

Saturday, December 28, 2013

Monday, September 30, 2013

Lazy Day

This weekend was so busy. It felt nice to stay in our jammies all day and relax. Lady took full advantage of the situation.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

She is growing up

So this morning I woke up and looked at my kid and realized she is growing up. She lost her baby face. It's so sad.


Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Kindergarten Picture Day

It's picture day!! Isn't she cute?

Week 6 of Kindergarten


Wednesday, September 11, 2013

September 11,2013

I remember being an 18 year old Freshman in college with my roommates Veronika and Jill, waking up to a phone call asking us to turn on the T.V. Definitely a life changing day and there is a heaviness that will forever be imprinted in my heart. The hardest part is explaining to your children that people so awful can really exist in this world. I will never forget and I try and teach them to always honor.

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Not the best morning....

 I adore this crazy kid once she has stepped foot outside the door... She is NOT a morning person. Such a hard morning with this kid. I am definitely not looking forward to the teen years.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

First Day of Kindergarten

 Today my baby girl woke up as a Kindergartner. She was so nervous and we were all filled with so many mixed emotions. New school, new friends,and a new teacher was definitely something that gave us all anxiety. Change is hard. Trying to explain to my girl that she won't worship at this school and they won't talk about God was such a hard thing to explain and an even harder concept for her to grasp. Trying to trust in God and know that we are making the right decision has been emotional. I cried last night. I cried this morning but I am trusting that she will be just fine.

We can't leave without taking first day of school picture!


We got out of the car and she said "I want to go to my real school" broke my heart. This will be her school for the year. Cucamonga Elementary.

Love these two


The embarrassing parents that wipe her face in public.



She was so sad. She had so much anxiety. I put my sunglasses on right away so she didn't see my tears. I wanted so bad to take my baby home. I wasn't prepared for Kindergarten to creep up so fast but it's here and she will do just fine. 


 Looking at the charm (a guardian Angel) Nana got her so she wouldn't feel scared.

Pick you up soon Syniah Grace!

Syniah Grace,
                     Today you became a Kindergartner. I can't believe how fast time has gone by. You are growing up to be an amazing little girl with a bright future ahead of you. This is just the beginning of your firsts. You will have many first days for school ahead of you but I will always be there to send you off. I will be your biggest fan and I will always be there to help you face your fears. My heart hurts today. I want to be able to take your anxiety away and give you all the desires of your heart but God will never give you more than you can handle and this is nothing. You will meet friends and do great in school. You will show them your heart of gold and I pray that you show God's love and it becomes contagious. I love you baby girl. You mean more to me than you will ever know. I am so proud of you today. I am so proud of  the courage you showed as you walked into class. I can't wait to see what this year has in store for you. You will be an amazing friend. Leilah will miss you but she will be right there waiting when you get home. Love you Sunshine.
                                                                               Love Always,
                                                                                  Your Mama